Grace

So its been forever since I've posted. I just wanted to write, and I thought, where can I write that no one will see it? And so I ended up blogging.
I'm so happy with Joey. He just wants me to be happy, and he pushes for it hard. He loves me so much, and he always keeps the big picture in mind in spite of me.
I love my savior. I love the saving grace that changes everything, that makes life brand new. I love how Joseph Smith said "Our Heavenly Father is more liberal in his views and boundless in His mercies and blessings, than we are ready to believe or receive." Grace, salvation, it comes, it's available, and he's so ready to give it! Oh my Lord, he loves us so much! He loves me, he has saved me! He gives me the grace to move forward in my life, he loves me enough to make up for all of the stupid things I've done. As I say that I begin to forget and all I want to do is praise him, serve him, and show him that his sacrifice was worth it, because my soul is worth it! It is as Elder Holland said, "surely the thing God enjoys most about being God is the thrill of being merciful, especially to those who don’t expect it and often feel they don’t deserve it."
I can't even begin to imagine how God feels in that aspect. I'll bet a bishop gets to feel it to, when someone confesses a serious sin to him and he watches as they repent and he gets to say "it's okay now, it's gone, it's done." What blessed people, what a blessed faith. We are so lucky!